It is okay times for Tode

Hooray today’s my birthday and I don’t quite feel like shit anymore.

I still have a headache but it’s being an asshole. It’s kinda like my head doesn’t exactly hurt, but I can feel the headache lurking, waiting for me to lean forward or move my head the wrong way. But this is MUCH better than the Headache of Hell that was plaguing me for most of last week so I’ll take what I can get.

I still can’t chew much; my jaw’s too sore and there’s a piece of bone that refuses to break off and digs into my gums when I chew. So my ginormous chocolate bunny will have to wait ;(. My jaw still aches but it’s bearable.

So yeah. The doctor said he’d take a “wait and see” approach with the tooth that’s in my sinus cavity. Psssh. What the fuck is the tooth gonna do? The tooth has all of three options: Come out of my nose when I sneeze, rip apart my sinus cavity, or just sit there like the little bitch that it is. Unless it goes for the first option (which is very very unlikely but would be very very awesome), that tooth has got to come out. What the fuck is this waiting shit? My cheek fucking hurts, I get nosebleeds every time I sneeze (and sneezing makes me wish I were dead), and it CANNOT be healthy to have a tooth sitting in my fucking sinus cavity. Infections and shit.

But noooo I’m probably going to have to wait until summer. That’s two more months of this shit. I want to just reach into my mouth, rip open my gums, and yank that son of a bitch out myself. I can feel the little fucker sitting in my cheek laughing at me.

Also today’s my birthday! I was very pleased by this year’s birthday. I got several tank tops and a shrug, a sterling silver penguin necklace from my brother, and dearest Eric/foulcoon from osu bought me a subscription to osu! The last one personally was the best because it was so unexpected. He was just “hay how do you like your present” “wut present” “You now have osu!direct surprise” “:O” So sweet. I’m going to marry that dude some day just you wait.

Mom and Dad haven’t bought it yet but I picked out a digital camera that I want (and frankly need). Our digital camera is well over seven years old and fucking huge. It uses a floppy disk for Christ’s sake. And since I’m going to be on the Yearbook staff for school next year (I got in! I’m so happy! I got into Yearbook ammagad you should have seen me scream when I got the acceptance letter) I’m gonna need a camera.

So block scheduling is slowly but unsurely working out for next year. I still need to explain/rage about it. Someone remind me dammit.

Rage count: 4

~ by Todesengal on April 12, 2009.